I know you will probably never read this letter, but I will write it just the same.
How very different this day should be for you. I know it’s not your first Father’s Day since becoming a dad, but last year we were barely holding on. I had only just gotten back to England and everything was still so fresh and raw.
I hope that you know you are still a daddy. I could never have asked for a better father for our son or for our future children.
You have been my rock. You held me up when I wanted to die. I don’t know how you found the strength to carry me as well as yourself through the past months, but I’m so grateful to you for just being there.
Life has been unfair to us, to you. I know how much you were looking forward to having a son to share our lives with. I know that your heart broke right along with mine, even though you don’t always show it. Nobody deserves happiness more than you, and I hope that in time as our family grows, we will get to feel that happiness again.
I love you so incredibly much,