Today your daddy surprised me by taking me to Warwick Castle. I’ve wanted to go there for a very long time.
We set out very early this morning and I had no idea where we were going or what we were going to be doing. I was thrilled when I discovered our destination.
The only thing that made me sad was seeing all of the families there. You should have been with us. We had so many plans of all of the places we would take you, and planned to take silly photos of you everywhere. You were going to be a very well travelled little boy.
It always feels like there’s something missing. Even when it’s a very nice and fun day. Especially then. Seeing other parents pushing their prams without a care in the world just feels a bit like a slap in the face.
But despite all that, it was a lovely day. I love your daddy so much. And I love you to the stars and back.
I hope you know that wherever I go, you are with me. You’re in my heart. And even though that will never be as wonderful as having you here would be, I am so glad that I got to be your mummy.
Love Mummy xox