Hello anyone who may still venture here to check up on me. It has been a LONG time since I have written. I’m not sure why that is – I think it is a combination of life being utterly exhausting and also the fact that I don’t feel quite so FULL of emotion that it needs to be written down so that it doesn’t just burst forth from inside me.
Sometimes I wish this life that I am living wasn’t mine. I wish that things had turned out how they were supposed to.
I feel more than ever that I am living a life that isn’t meant to be this way. We have been actively trying to get some answers as to what happened. We finally received those answers, but they are not easy ones to hear. At all.
I started working on Project Life just over a week ago, and so far I am loving it. As I mentioned in my previous post, I am doing 2014 as I go, and playing catch up on 2013 as well. I am so in love with this system of memory keeping, that I’m flying through 2013. I’m already 1/4 of the way done!
So as I alluded to in my list of goals in my previous post, I decided to make a conscious effort at getting our photos printed out and put into albums. Memory keeping has always been important to me, but it’s amazing how time consuming scrapbooking can be – that’s why I’ve never stuck at doing it. It always just ends up falling by the way-side.
I cannot believe that we are already 26 days into 2014. The time just seems to vanish and yet it drags all at the same time. My time at work (14 days straight away from home at a time) drags by, and my week off at home seems to go by far too quick.